Friday, November 18, 2011

Abandonment

Thinking about the kids on the streets
cold wind blows, they feet meet the concrete
Bundled up in tattered clothes, it's all they eva known
never felt the warmth of love or tenderness that can be sown
Deep wells of anger, hatred bottled up inside
Now they sit in the dark, find the prey, to Seek then to Hide
watchin' otha youth, wishin' they went to school
had an education and not the street degree people think is cool
Scars on they body, wishin' they were somebody
but these marks make it hard to forget they just a body
An empty shell, they can't show no real emotion
only thing they think they know about God is he don't like em, keep it in motion
As the cars zoom by, a tear streaks as they ask Why
"I'm a good kid, I swear, just dealt a bad hand, but I try!"
Deaf ears listen intently, so the words fall flat to the earth
left for dead in a dumpster, dead from the moment they mom gave birth

As you walk by that child, you glance but keep it movin'
Know ya shoulda spoke, but got worried about what ya doin'
"What if people see me? How can I declare my faith?
This childs already given up hope, it's written on their face"
And so yet another saved soul passes, without ever reaching out
That kid dies 4 days later, stabbed by a mugger, cuz nobody would shout ..

Internal decisions

Like the wings of a beautiful flightless dove, broken
Worded sentences that are put out of place, misspoken
At times we close our eyes and rely on what can't be seen
blindfolded to ourselves we scream inside, at times demean
devalue, but in everything it has its value
Though take care with your words, or let them loose, shall you ..
Conspire to be greater, aspirations of the taker
Let loose in the kitchen, all the ingredients, you the baker
Enemy corrupted, minds disrupted
Peel back the lids and see for yourself how you've been instructed
The way it's conducted, as though your minds been abducted
Subjegated in its place, broken down and reconstructed
So we get down on our knees, raise our arms and heads to the sky
Jesus you are the leader, and in all things you know why

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Society

Let me start off, with saying that this view is expressly mine. This is in no way shape or form a reflection of anyone else, or any Church affiliation. That being said, let's begin

I am extremely sick and tired of "Homophobic" teachings, and just "Homophobia" in general. You choose to live your life one way, and I another. If I throw my religion in your face constantly, telling and yelling @ you that you must accept it, you cry fowl. You claim that I am not being fair, and that you deserve a voice. On the other hand though, you think it right that you can bowl over any/all who oppose your standpoint? You can not be a follower of Christ, and be homosexual. It clearly states so in the bible. It may "feel good", but a lot of SIN does. That does not make it right. If you want to openly (or behind closed doors) be gay, then you are allowed to by all means. You are NOT allowed however to coin a term "Homophobia" at any and everyone who disagrees with you being gay. I have no fear of you. The only thing I fear is my creator and saviour. Who are you to tell the government, and the CHURCH, what they must teach? Why is the government so weak that they bow down? Homosexuality promotes no future. Man + Women = Child. Child = Future. Man + Man = no offspring. Woman + Woman = no offspring. If everyone was gay, there would be no US. None of heterosexual people I know, will taunt a homosexual person. I've seen homosexuals yell, physically harm, and torment straight people though. Threaten them, as well as their children .. simply because we do not agree with homosexuality. There is NO future in homosexuality. I can not, and WILL not stand for it. There is no bias. I don't agree with ANY sin. The difference between me falling off of the road sometimes but getting back up, and walking towards God still, is that I KNOW I've fallen. I KNOW I've sinned. I repent, and try to never make that mistake again. Actively sinning, falling off the road, loving the place you are off the road, and thinking God is cool with it, is completely wrong. How can you read the bible, believe in God and Christ, and sin so happily while claiming him as your Lord and Saviour? It's impossible. He died on the cross so that we DON'T fall back into the sin you're so gladly living in. Do you feel no remorse?

The whole reason for this, is this whole thing with the Liberals in Ontario. How DARE you tell me I have to teach my child about accepting homosexuality as a proper way of life. That is NOT for you to decide, that is for me as a parent. Not only have you gotten a weak government with no spine on board, you're also corrupting Catholic Churches, and kids being home-schooled. My child will know not to bully, and to love everyone. That's because of the Agope love of our Father God. Love the sinner, hate the sin. I know people who are homosexual, and while I completely disagree with their lifestyle, I love them with all my heart. I pray that they come to their senses, but I do not bully them.  Homosexual advocates often claim that there are more suicides due to bullying, feeling unloved, and unwanted. How do we not also take into account the homosexuals who ARE the bullies, make heterosexuals feel unloved, and unwanted? Why do they get to play the helpless victim, while secretly sliding the initiative of acceptance on us. It isn't about acceptance. The world has long since accepted homosexuality. The thing I see happening is a corruption, through mis-information. Homosexuality is a CHOICE. There are no two ways about it. You are NOT born homosexual. There are absolutely no scientific studies to support that. Homosexuality may be okay in your life, but you do NOT have the right to teach my children it is okay. This is in DIRECT contradiction to my beliefs, and my teachings. My teaching my child about God, and Gods love, is all that they need. There are radical Christians out there who seek to devalue and deface homosexuals. I disagree with them. I think anyone who has a true understanding of Gods love disagrees with them too.

Marriage, is between Man, Woman, and God. If you want to be "married", then coin your own term, and use it. Marriage is from God. By trying to fight for same sex marriage, it's also yet another way of forcing people into having believed that the Church is okay with homosexuality. It isn't. We aren't. And if they are, they aren't abiding by Gods written word. This all upsets me so, as I have a young daughter who was just born into this world. If things continue as they are, with God being removed from schools, and Homosexuality replacing him, I am most certainly uprooting from Canada and heading back to the states. If I can't homeschool my child, because even that course of study will be mandatory for them to be taught, else they fail, I'm definitely leaving. To have the government tell me I am not allowed to remove my child from school, because of what they are being taught, is outlandish to me. The whole thing we should be concerned about is BULLYING. Not the root of the bullying, but BULLYING in general. If a kid stops getting bullied because he is gay, but is getting bullied now because he's obese, is that okay? No. We need to place proper values and morals into our children. Things like the gay pride parade, are horrible. That is not child friendly. Half naked people walking the streets? Fully nude people at times. Sexual acts performed for all to see? No. Never will I accept that. By my belief, you are living your life wrong, and when the time comes of judgement, you will pay heavily for your sins. Hell is not a one night party that's fun. It is eternal, and painful. The way I raise my child should have nothing to do with the government so long as they are tolerant, understanding, loving, caring, and allowed to love their Father with all their hearts.

Reading blogs about how people who are openly against homosexuality get chastized, is bewildering. They want their voices to be heard, yet they stiffle ours at every avenue. It's not right. Again, to say you'll rape someones child, because they do not approve of your lifestyle, is too much. WAY too much. I follow Christ, but I am still human. If anyone, and I mean ANYONE ever laid a hand on my daughter against her will, it's game time. You can live your life your way, but don't you dare try to tell me how I need to approve and comply with yours.

Richie ..

Monday, October 18, 2010

Deep


Slowly going deeper

Looking into the things that have formed me in the past

Trying to get passed my past

This weather forecast predicts rain

As the dams of my eyes break

The floods come rushing

Looking for the revelation

The opportunity to claw my way up

As the earth keeps falling back to fill the hole

Sky turns a brilliant blue

Birds chirp their enthusiasm at my attempt to come free

Free from the bondage

No more shackles

No more chains

No more bondage

I am free

Standing atop the ground

Looking at the pit which I once called my home

I realize the journey hasn't even fully begun

Each step leads to another step

Roadblocks may come to hinder progression

But the lesson is not in regression

It's in getting passed those obstacles

With your eyes clear and steady on the prize

On the goal

Jesus.

We keep walking to follow you

You don't punish us for falling

You embrace us when we get up

So easy to sit and wallow

That leads to sinking in your own tears

Stand up and fight

Move your feet forward

Keep marching

Keep .. marching

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Breakthrough

Just ..
waiting for the time to finally break through
The ..
moment to fully realize the potential
Look to the sky, see it shine
stars and moon aligned
and in due time
find the rhythm that I can call mine
Fleeting moments of sadness
encompassed by torrents of joy and happiness
Walking the positive walk, no longer hovering like a hawk
Real talk
Empowered
I have the power
Sun shines growth on flowers
Never to cower
I shower
The entire globe with my love spread wide
Wings splayed open with nothing more to hide
Lusts and indulgences put aside
Cast away along with stupid pride
In stride
walking a better walk
Ears cleaned and ready to listen to God talk

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Bed


Off to sleep while I silently weep

Praying prayers for the lost as they face a new week

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Hear me

Now listen .. no time for repetition
the precision in the mission is like nuclear fission
an explosion .. knowing time is golden
beholding the notion that was lost in the commotion
I'm open letting all these people see me
part to the past that lead to the deceiving
I'm breathing, seething, tears start streaming
bleeding sweat in thought, my minds still dreaming
believing, an omnipotent being
I can't see you but I'm still fearful without seeing
perpetual love, from my daddy above
always watching over me especially when times got rough
I turned my back, even times I talked smack
hit me with the force to knock my moral train off track
I was derailed, impaled my negative thoughts
changed the wheels, same tires, so the nail was still caught
I'm runnin' on flats, no spare left in the trunk
convoluted emotions filtered with a layer of junk
then I drop to knees, tears streaming down my face
floodgates to my eyes broke loose an gave chase