Monday, November 30, 2009

Audio

Yeah so .. I totally did an audio compile .. and now have no idea where it saved to, lol. I wasn't fully excited about how it sounded either, but meh. Kizz, I know I'm a couple days late on the postings .. lol, sorry.

JAD

Just Another Day

Even thought today was dreary, dark and kind of sad
I need to rethink the possibilities of the possible, which make me glad
With guidance from up above, we create our game strategy still
Cleverly craft our skills, and make use of them at will
When we really sit back and think of it, we have so many connections
Back and forth, up and down, at times .. different directions
But we finally can come to one, and make this venture come to fruition
Call it luck or a guess, but I call it simply by intuition
Given .. to me, by the man I love the most
The man who is beyond any man, the man who made me a host
A host to carry his sayings, his ideals, and his beliefs
For we are all of God, so mind what you do beneath those sheets
Hold your head high, because we are all in this together
Land bridges, and sea expanses, can't change the world forever
We can, if we just put our faith in him
The creator of all creators, the one who won't let our brilliance dim
So to all my fellow people, of this world we stand
Though the question still remains .. will you hold on to my hand?

Gloom

Lately, I really don't know what it is. Seems to be just a dreary and damp mood infiltrating my very core. Everyone around me is also in some sort of stupor. I don't know if it is the changing times, or just life getting to us, but it is clearly evident that something has happened. Now I try not to live in the negative aspects of life. In fact, I've been doing quite well in living in the positives. I haven't been dark and depressed as much, and have been looking to the future with much more hope and anticipation than I think I ever have in life. There are the times though, however, when for whatever odd reason it may be, that I just can't. When everyone around you that you know and care for are down, you can't help but be infected by it. Well, me at least. I really hope that this funk is over soon, as I miss laughing.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Audio

I wonder if I should do some audio spoken word to add here ..
keep it plugged, that's something I think you should hear.

Who needs a title?

Mind disturbed, but still steady on the path
just follow God Rich, just follow God, and acknowledge his math
It all adds up, mathematical equation in his duration
our God who has been here and instills such inspiration
Longevity, it's in his presence we find the equity
Invest in the long term, short term gain is unfounded
get a little green now but remain poor and never grounded
Think back, to the times when it was rough
who do you think helped you through? God .. that's enough
of a
reason to spark your interest, to gain your market share
without his divine assistance life would be way too much to bear
Trust in him, and believe in his word
He'll move you each day, trust me .. I'm a nerd.

;)

Friday, November 6, 2009

CWL

C hurches sometimes come across as rather all about the money
H onoring the wrong things and making religion out to be something slummy
U psetting as this may be, not all of them are bad
R especting true faith .. there are many that make me glad
C oming from all walks, and never bearing the same face
H elping others find their freedom by realizing his .. Gods grace

W hen I was younger still, I thought I'd never find the one
I figured they were all the same, and that my faith was truly done
T hen came a Church with reason, purpose, and desire
H olding on to precious values, and with such uplift .. they help inspire
O ne after another, they greet and say "What's up!"
U nprecedented love, and they don't leave you a half empty cup
T his is what I was searching for, a place to really belong

L oving God side by side with people whose love for him is STRONG
I 've made so many mistakes, and poor moves in my past
M aking the move to this church though .. it's like the perfect set has now been cast
I t's ..
T hings like this, their love, and a place to call your own
S triking the Devil down with their praise, and placing God in our hearts .. his home

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CWL .. though I may not be there in a physical sense, my spirit rides with yall
With Renee helping me find my faith, I feel ready to drop the ball
It's a movement, and I'm riding the tide
Diving in head first and letting God take me for a ride
A journey and a script that I could never have fathomed
and bringing people into my life who I would never imagine
Now take the first Caps letter, of every line written above the dotted line
And you'll have found yourself the best Church that a person could ever find.

Church Without Limits

@reneesophia
@joelwitton
@brendanwitton
@kizzyel
@cwldevo
@cwltweets
@roadimusprime
@ashlynking
@n_antoine
@the entire CWL crew!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

wake up

Even though I don't want to, and roll out of bed
I have to thank the Lord for the opportunity, because I've been blessed
Not all have the chance, so I steady my nerves
swing out my legs, and prepare for the worst
then I let my feet connect, with the ground so cold
I yawn and stretch, man, this feeling never gets old
Slowly stand on my feet, grab the wall for added measure
even if we hate getting out of bed .. having LIFE .. is a treasure.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Love

The love that she exudes oozes through my soul
wraps its hands around my mind
and tantalizes me with the stories that it's told

I love this woman, with all my heart and every breath
I breathe the breath of her essence in my chest

God I've been blessed, with someone who makes my day worthwhile
Someone who makes me feel so special
and who carries so much style

When my times were troubled, there she was to save me
and bring me to the path of God
re-establish the love of we

She .. held my hand through my many troubled times
guided me so gently, as if .. it was her OWN mind
To define a dime, in the way of the hood truth
she'd be that infinite-fold, with all the things that she could
.. do

I love her .. I trust her with all my heart
She brought me back to the path of God
now all it takes is for me to start
All the .. anguish inside, that bubbles and bursts
the scabs on my knees from the prayers I thought weren't heard
Inside her she took them, and spit them back out
I love this Queen so much, with that, there is no doubt

Renee you're my love, you've brought meaning to my life
And now with titles changed, I'm blessed that you're my wife.

I love you.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Today

Today was just another day, a day like any other day
except in the way that today happened to unfold and play
frustrations with work constantly becoming a buzz
to quit reaches my mind while it's lost in its fuzz
Static, rational thought waves subdued
in comes the calamity with more idiocy in pursuit
I reach for my hair to try and pluck it from my head
yet I have none to pull, so I start to pick at my nails instead
Frustrations released, this job makes me nuts
I know I should be grateful, but geez, this job really sucks
Only a short time longer, bear it, I must endure
because I'm reaching for a better future, with my wifes presence constantly in store
So I rant and I rave, and I fume out the top
it's one way to release, and helps the foolishness stop
I look back on the years, and time vested is true
so when finally I leave, the frustrations will have paid due
With Gods words I am calmed, and can now address my day
His arms embrace my soul, and calm it in only HIS way.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Sleep

I want to.  I shall. 

God

While I don't know you like I know I should know you
just know that I want to get to know you how I should know you
You exist, I know you do, and you know that I know you do
sometimes I just don't do what I know I should do when it comes to knowing you.
You have given me so much, and I know that you have done it
Sometimes I just find it so rough, need to find the time to really sit
Listen
this is your intermission
you've told me to believe
and you've sent me on a mission
I've struggled so much, with all my pains of the past
and you know of my struggles and why I've held on to this wrath
I've cried so many nights, and asked if you were real
because of all the lies and complex emotions that I would feel
The deception of so many churches, the guise of their agendas
all beckoning me to join and to indulge in their haciendas
With my adventures of the past, I thought you'd never forgive
that you hated me, you loathed me, that I had to live with my sins
That you'd turned your back on me, because I didn't do as I was told
that because I took my time, that my soul had really been sold
Cried so many nights, tears streaking down my face
felt like a fallen angel, living my life in such disgrace
I rejected you so much, because it just didn't make sense
I wanted your grace so bad, but felt you'd already taken offense
So I sat and I pondered, and lived my life in painful thought
but deep in my heart, I'd known I'd already been bought
Sold my soul to the worldly things, when it doesn't belong
It was yours, and yours only .. I've known it all along
And now there she sat, yes, with her own struggles too
but you brought us together .. I guess you knew we were fools
Hah, you make me laugh with your constant way of showing
but us two fools took so long to see .. without even knowing
You brought her around, and gave her your shine
and now with her so bright .. I'm slowly regaining mine

Love God .. Love life.

She is

She is
the reason that I can smile
the reason that my days are full of light and that I feel they are worthwhile
She is
the moon that helps me see my way at night
She is
the morning sun that shines it light so bright
She is
the one who brought me back, on the road to talk to God
She is
my one and only, my love, my heart .. the one who leaves me awed

Her

The way she took me from the darkness and brought me to the light
simple random blurbs that she spoke to me at night
As I .. thought that I would be alone and wander around in the dark
she came out of her slumber and in the stillness became my spark
She is love
My faith in mankind finally renewed
within her small delicate frame I found that my angers were subdued
Like the waves crashing against the shore, so did she confront my wall of fears
and just as the water erodes the land, she wore away at my pains and took away the tears
Who .. else .. can .. make me feel the way that she does
Beyond God, nobody, and that's why she is the bearer of my love.